everyone split up.. haiish. its all our fault. i am to blame but they are too. i really hope one day we can get back together again. quarrels brings one closer. i know sometimes i hurt ur feelings and i took u for granted. i am extremely sorry. i am trying my best to change for the better. even though i souldnt have lost my temper at u that day. i was not in a good mood. that caused our friendship to break apart. sorry. even if i think u are in the wrong too.. but mostly mine. ppl makes mistakes. i am trying to change but u are treating me super cold. its sooo hard to communicate with u now. so i guess the best way is by writing down here hoping u will see it. really really sorry. the times we had together, the things we done together i really hope u will remember them. i am sorry really. hope u forgive me.. i miss u. i know what i done that day hurt u but pls know that i didnt mean it. ur words hurt me alot too. u didnt know how sad i was when i heard u suddenly change 360 degress in just one day. i dont even know u anymore. are u really once my best fren or were u faking all this while. i am confused. but i just wanna say i am sorry and i know u wont be able to read it. but nvm at least i wrote it down here.

i hope everything can revert back to normal. i really really hope soo. i miss u soo soo much

arin